Wave rider

Wave rider, they call me,

Little do they know

It is not my whisper,

Not my wind to blow

Nor my thought that moves it,

I can’t even swim

I’m just slowly drowning

No one hears my scream.

I can see the lighthouse

And the house of love

I can hear you knocking

At the kitchen door.

But the house is empty

All the lights are out

There is only darkness

Deep inside my heart.

So I light a fire

For the one who knows

She is my companion

While I decompose.

She spits into my fire

She rips off my clothes

Splits my chest wide open

In my heart she blows.

‘Wave rider’, she’s singing

As I loose my breath

‘Rise in love, my darling

There is life in death’.